going back to poetries

erm...its been a long time since i wrote something...not that good though...but it i'm slowly getting back there...


in the middle of this life that now i have
i know i haven't found my place under this sun
hidden, in the dark sky, in the night sky
this airplane of life fly out with no lights
struggling, to make wishes to the never-ending blackness
i can't pretend i don't see the sadness,
and the emptiness
this cycle of corporate glamour today.

and i don't know what i'll do to make you see that I~~~
just want to boil in my own dedicated passion
something to start-up the fire thru this ignition
everyday i try to search for the answers
with my suit and tie to say my prayers
coz in the end, after i climbed that ladder all i'll see
an empty vision of what's left of me.


i dont know what it means to me...
to be living in a lie for practicality
i don't know what it means to me...




ciao


jevay \m/